speaks to my soul :)
watching the numbers go down on the scale is positive reinforcement to continue not eating…
it’s like someone’s telling you to breathe and you JUST CANT.
why bother when everyone’s going to look away? when they’re just going to play the blame game?
i hate living. i need to give up.
you don’t understand unless it’s eating you alive too.
my heart is too big. i think about the hole i would leave behind. i don’t want to die because everyone hates me…i want to do it because i hate myself more than anyone could ever love me.
but isn’t that so much worse?
i hope i can find the courage to finally end it one day 3
sisters are supposed to pick you up not put you down so why do you treat me like your personal punching bag?
not even a little. not even at all.